The God Of Fucking Up

I need a God who fucks up, a fallible god. A god who leaves things out

accidentally and when I trip and fall and become injured it is

their mistake.

and they say I'm so sorry

and I roll up my jeans so they can lick my skinned knee with their holy tongue,

which helps.

A god of crossed wires, misremembered promises

who loves me and will hurt me and it's not part of their divine

plan

it's just an accident,

a fuck up, and they stand there with my broken heart

staining their nice robes, looking terrified and praying

for some kind of glue

and it helps;

their standing there, their praying.

And that's all. They're a god,

and mine. They fuck up and don't leave and

this is how we worship.